i'm tired, pre-emptively drained for the worrying i plan on doing this week. i was barely able to keep my eyes open today and wound up napping with the boys. i feel almost drugged, i'm so out of it.
kids went with bk on saturday (15 minutes late). he had a little party for 'renzo with his parents. i didn't ask for details as this sort of thing still makes me feel like i've been socked in the neck. when the kids got home and showed me their loot, i complimented parker on a dress she got from the outlaws. i wish i had one like that too! parker smiled and said 'miss bk said she wants one too!' all i could think was i bet she does. apparently we have similar taste in lots of things... ugh.
i invited them for cake on sunday and he sputtered something about going out of town (on a sunday night? on our son's birthday? uh, right). then later he texted me and said he and miss bk really appreciated the invitation and wished they could make it but that they didn't think they'd be invited. i replied that that was fine and that we'd be doing something this week with my mom, to let me know which night they could both make it. for some reason he didn't reply. gee, i wonder...? somehow i didn't really think she'd want to meet me. i'll try again on another appropriate occasion. she can't avoid me forever, or maybe she can...
tonight miss p decided not to go with bk again and she spent the evening with me. i like the time alone with her as 'renz is kind of a handful. who am i kidding? he's a flippin' maniac on wheels.
anyway, off to bed.
kids went with bk on saturday (15 minutes late). he had a little party for 'renzo with his parents. i didn't ask for details as this sort of thing still makes me feel like i've been socked in the neck. when the kids got home and showed me their loot, i complimented parker on a dress she got from the outlaws. i wish i had one like that too! parker smiled and said 'miss bk said she wants one too!' all i could think was i bet she does. apparently we have similar taste in lots of things... ugh.
i invited them for cake on sunday and he sputtered something about going out of town (on a sunday night? on our son's birthday? uh, right). then later he texted me and said he and miss bk really appreciated the invitation and wished they could make it but that they didn't think they'd be invited. i replied that that was fine and that we'd be doing something this week with my mom, to let me know which night they could both make it. for some reason he didn't reply. gee, i wonder...? somehow i didn't really think she'd want to meet me. i'll try again on another appropriate occasion. she can't avoid me forever, or maybe she can...
tonight miss p decided not to go with bk again and she spent the evening with me. i like the time alone with her as 'renz is kind of a handful. who am i kidding? he's a flippin' maniac on wheels.
anyway, off to bed.