next summer's tentpole

met bk at a neutral location at 6pm. i sent them with tuna salad (for p) and hamburger (for 'renzo). he brought them back at 9.15 and passed 'renzo off to me saying 'he doesn't have a diaper on.' huh? how come? 'we just got out of the hot tub.' *raise my eyebrows* 'we literally, just a few minutes ago got out of the hot tub.' *turn and walk away holding lorenzo out from my clean outfit* *roll eyes*

and also, he called me by name which always throws me off a bit or draws me back to earth. 'bye celeste.' yes, you're still a human being. yes, you were my best best best friend for ten years. yes, it made me a tiny bit sad to see all those stupid pictures and cards and ticket stubs in boxes in our storage unit. and yes, i'm sad for our babies. and for those people that we used to be and can't go back to being.