soon. in other words, never.

bk just told me in his sad, vaguely ashamed voice (right) that 'the money situation will be better soon, by the end of march. the job's going pretty well and i should be getting commission by april or may.' which as you can imagine is a huge comfort to me. (not). i told him we can talk about it on wednesday at mediation.

he also preemptively cancelled for wednesday night. *le sigh* so once again, just one night this week.

in more positive news: the kids and i visited with my ex-laws this afternoon and had a really nice time. they got me a really wonderful 'daughter-in-law' birthday card, a going out dress, and a pair of sexy heels. they also baked me a birthday cake and made me feel generally loved and welcomed. so that was good. :)