it's been a long time since: poem-y

ghost story

i didn't notice until now -
there are no pictures of you
smiling on the day he was born

you'd gone vacant in the months
before my stomach billowed and
blistered with your apathy

i smile dumbly down at my
darkened breasts bind him to me
portion off and freeze what fed us

(c) celeste mylastname 2008