13 days...oy, shit.

feeling a little wobbly seeing 13 days up there but maybe it's a the sinus infection effing up my balance. i'm diverting all my nervous energy into worrying about the kickstarter project. :)

i've been thinking about how long i've been on anti-depressants lately. 13 years or something. all through my pregnancies and nursing. without more than a three day cessation for that many years. i think when the mastectomy and reconstruction stuff is all wrapped up i want to explore the possibility on not being on anti-depressants for the rest of my life. i feel like while it balances some things the continuous use is throwing other things out of whack. hormones. hair. stuff.