i'm having a really hard time not assigning meaning to every little thing that happens or doesn't happen. i feel like i've been conditioned to look for the underlying truth in a situation and i'm having to re-learn that sometimes (most?) the truth is really what a person says it is. i hate that i take things so personally. i hate that i feel the need to scrutinize and analyze and obsess over every. little. thing. not everyone is trying to punish me for some unspoken wrong. let it go. let it go.