i find it odd that though some days (okay, many) have been crappy and slow during the last 8 months, the months themselves, hell, the year, has gone SO fast. (was that comma-y enough for you folks?)
yahoo! astrology had this to say to me (aquarius me) today:
*sigh* i don't know if i even believe in this astrology crap but hey.
have i mentioned that this is the reason i am totally not cut out for dating? when b didn't call me back immediately at the beginning of the week i was absolutely convinced that he hated my guts for some unknown faux pas i made last time i saw him. of course when he did call i was reassured immediately but damn, i am so paranoid. i find myself doing this in most situations. if there is a cop on the freeway it's because i've done something wrong. if r is nice to me it's because he's planning on taking the kids from me. if some guy kisses me on the cheek it's because i'm totally ugly and unloveable. right? okay, written down it looks ridiculous but in my head it totally makes sense.
yahoo! astrology had this to say to me (aquarius me) today:
Are you assuming the worst? If this is a mental habit of yours, it's time to examine it. When the time is right, the full extent of the situation will be revealed -- and it's not so bad. So until then, why stress out?
*sigh* i don't know if i even believe in this astrology crap but hey.
have i mentioned that this is the reason i am totally not cut out for dating? when b didn't call me back immediately at the beginning of the week i was absolutely convinced that he hated my guts for some unknown faux pas i made last time i saw him. of course when he did call i was reassured immediately but damn, i am so paranoid. i find myself doing this in most situations. if there is a cop on the freeway it's because i've done something wrong. if r is nice to me it's because he's planning on taking the kids from me. if some guy kisses me on the cheek it's because i'm totally ugly and unloveable. right? okay, written down it looks ridiculous but in my head it totally makes sense.