r was supposed to be over at 9am this morning. he rolled in at about 9.30. *yawn*
he had one of his many friends cut and "style" his hair yesterday. by which i mean of course it is shaved into a faux hawk, bleached in a couple of spots, and bright blue in other spots. i honestly had a hard time looking at him. it's not the hair. i mean really, it is not the hair. it's that now he has no chance of getting a job with benefits, or stability or or or... it's that this is where his priorities are.
the kids were both a mess for a good part of the day. parker spent about 20 minutes doing her guttural scream thing before r left. 'renzo crawled around crying in the kitchen while r cleaned up our lunch. it's hard for me to tend to them both at once; parker is generally louder, 'renzo is so much more helpless though. my mom came over and held 'renzo for me for a second. she tried to hand him to r and 'renz refused. he turned his head away from r and leaned into my mom. *wah*
then he left today at 1.00 for a job interview at *drumroll* another bar. he got the job.
sorry this is so disjointed and wrong-tensed. i'm feeling a little disjointed.
he had one of his many friends cut and "style" his hair yesterday. by which i mean of course it is shaved into a faux hawk, bleached in a couple of spots, and bright blue in other spots. i honestly had a hard time looking at him. it's not the hair. i mean really, it is not the hair. it's that now he has no chance of getting a job with benefits, or stability or or or... it's that this is where his priorities are.
the kids were both a mess for a good part of the day. parker spent about 20 minutes doing her guttural scream thing before r left. 'renzo crawled around crying in the kitchen while r cleaned up our lunch. it's hard for me to tend to them both at once; parker is generally louder, 'renzo is so much more helpless though. my mom came over and held 'renzo for me for a second. she tried to hand him to r and 'renz refused. he turned his head away from r and leaned into my mom. *wah*
then he left today at 1.00 for a job interview at *drumroll* another bar. he got the job.
sorry this is so disjointed and wrong-tensed. i'm feeling a little disjointed.