you know two days ago when i said that i hadn't experienced the tight feeling i was expecting? huh, that. i don't know if it's because dr. bates did an extra 25 cc's in each side today or because my muscles are hitting some sort of stretchy threshold but i have been experiencing that tightness since the expansion this morning. it feels like being out of breath or someone pressing down on my chest. a heaviness like right before a panic attack. i can feel the muscles stretching all the way around my back.
i think i'm getting near the size i ultimately want to be. the whole thing is a little confusing because i have chosen a teardrop-shaped gel implant (similar to the gummy bear ones). these aren't round half-cantaloupe porn boobs; they have a slight droop. they're also awesome because they can't rupture and have a real-ish feeling. in other words, what i want ultimately couldn't be more dissimilar to what i've currently got. so i'm not sure when to stop expanding! thoughts?