sometimes i wonder if bk believes/feels what he says. 'the kids are my number one priority." and said with what sounds like sincerity but how on earth does that match up with once a week visits of a few hours? i believe people are capable of change because against all odds i've changed myself but i'm afraid it'll be too late if he ever realizes what the hell he's done. the kids don't care anymore. they don't notice that it has been a week since they've seen him and when i tell them that plans have changes it no longer shatters them or phases them at all. he's been replaced by someone stable and loving and willing to be there every day. when parker asks d to walk her down the aisle on her wedding day will it then sink in?

i graduated high school with a girl that abandoned her two little girls to her ex. she's slumming around the area and can be found posing semi-nude around the internet. her facebook updates revolve mainly around what club she'll be at, how close she is to a spread in playboy, and pictures of herself in various stages of undress. i'm afraid if i ever see her out and about i'll slap her across the face. twice - once for each of her beautiful little girls that she whores out once a year in her photo album to make herself look decent. how do people DO this? how can you walk away without a second thought?