as you've probably noted i haven't been in a huge writing mood lately. i've been choosing to read instead. a little bit of everything.
friday we're signing the papers. both of us at his lawyer's office and then i'm hand delivering them to my lawyer who will walk them through the court early next week. it's seeming a bit ridiculous to mention it at this point because part of me already feels like it's over and this is just a formality and part of me feels like it'll never actually happen so why bother getting my hopes up. what's most been on my mind is that when it IS done (and it will be one way or another...) i'll be legally able to do again what i've been already able to do emotionally. somehow the unfinished business of the divorce has felt like a safety-net against more pain, though i know that that's just a delusion.
whoops, gotta go get p from school.
friday we're signing the papers. both of us at his lawyer's office and then i'm hand delivering them to my lawyer who will walk them through the court early next week. it's seeming a bit ridiculous to mention it at this point because part of me already feels like it's over and this is just a formality and part of me feels like it'll never actually happen so why bother getting my hopes up. what's most been on my mind is that when it IS done (and it will be one way or another...) i'll be legally able to do again what i've been already able to do emotionally. somehow the unfinished business of the divorce has felt like a safety-net against more pain, though i know that that's just a delusion.
whoops, gotta go get p from school.