i am not the enemy or the antagonizer or decision maker here. i did not shove you to the edge of yourself. i did not ask you to realize the things you are realizing and unrealizing. i did not force your hand. i did not write the melody (maybe just the lyrics). i did not try to imagine myself in your position. i did not want what you had. i cannot undo the mess you've made. i am not the middle east. i am not the enemy darling, you are.