easy come, easy go

it's amazing how long it takes to get comfortable enough with a partner to fart in front of them and admit it. you know that point right? when nothing is sacred anymore but you have this incredible degree of intimacy that allows you to live with no shame at all. yeah. well. it's also amazing how fast that goes out the window in this sort of situation. my personal bubble is now about 10 miles wide. i don't even want the man to see me in my swimsuit. incredibly this has extended so far that i now feel strange nursing our son in front of him. which is weird since most of the bay area, and certainly all of my neighbors have seen the stretch-marked tube-socks i affectionately call my "boobs."

i'm REALLY freakin' tired tonight and both kids are already asleep. more tomorrow!