tomorrow is my 32nd birthday. i feel more authentic moving deeper into my 30s. and somehow, i can don't dare to look deep into this blog at the assertions i made in years past. this year will be my year of wealth. this year i'll be a better mom. this year i'll nail rory. this year i'll stop punishing myself for things. this year i'll be healthier. so in my 32nd year, let me just be less afraid of things changing. or not changing. let me be where i am.